Well, I'm feeling better since the other day. I called Roark this afternoon and talked with him for a long time. And yesterday I met an interesting guy named Yoshimiru. I think he and Mr. Byron would get along, somehow...
So. I finally got to meet Flint and Volkner. After hearing Roark talk about them, after reading their journals, I was half excited and half nervous. Actually, right before I entered the gym, Flint kind of found me. XD; He was like "HAY THERE, I know you, hotshot! You're Roark's girl we've all been hearing about!" (hehe) It really surprised me, he's this notorious elite (XD) and he came up to me first. I'm not worthy!
Actually, he admitted he was waiting outside the gym for me, because he knew I was coming. :o He wanted me to give Volkner a memorable battle, because he's worried about him. Something about him sulking more than usual and staring at the beach from the back room of the gym. Then he ran off and wished me luck for the gym's puzzle. Oh man, did I ever need it. No wonder Sunyshore had a blackout! D:
Volkner was... well, he didn't say much to me. Just kind of "show me what you've got," and we battled right away. Flint watched from the side, he had gone in ahead of me (probably some secret entrance so he wouldn't have to spin around on those ridiculous gears). I kind of expected him to cheer for Volkner, but he was surprisingly quiet. He looked amused, though.
I don't want to go into all the details... I already told Roark most of them, anyway. But I lost.
Rosurin was holding out really well, especially against his octillery, but she got worn out, and fainted thanks to ambipom... I thought Korinkki would hold up well, too, but unfortunately... Yoshimiru said something about if he had a nickel for every time he'd heard of a kid with a luxray... I'm sorry if I have such a common team, but I love them, all right? D:
I was really upset. I still am, but I've thought about it over the past two days. At first, I was mad at myself. I didn't lose a single time to ANY of the gym leaders. I wanted to come out of my final match with a perfect winning streak. I wanted to be worthy of the "ace trainer" title Roark gave me. It really did go to my head, having so many wins, being "in" with the Sinnoh League thanks to dating Roark.
Luckily, I've come off that line of thought now. I know every trainer loses important battles, it comes with the job. So that doesn't bother me so much. But there's something else that does, and it's worse.
It was the look on Volkner's face when it was over. The split-second glance he gave me before he turned around and left the arena, it was like he said, "This is the girl Roark goes on and on about? This is her unbeatable team?"
I went to the pokemon center and started crying. I didn't mean to, it just all came out. But Flint was nice, he followed me all the way from the gym and consoled me. >_> He said he'd talk to Volkner about letting me have a rematch. I'd meant to request one, but he left so suddenly. And I really hope he accepts. Roark said that's the rules, but he also said Volkner tends to ignore gym rules sometimes. Like the "don't suck up your town's electricity just because you're a public figure" rule. 9_9
Wow, I didn't think I'd write so much about it... but that's what happened. Roark says he wants to come and cheer me on, but he's busy with extra things besides work and the gym. I wonder if it's the surprise he said was for trainers with eight badges only... I wonder if I'll ever earn it, and earn the right to go back and see him.
Current Mood: 
not emo, I swear